I'm not coming back on the 21st I'll be busy that weekend, but on the 22nd Archbishop Desmond Tutu is coming to Murray to give a lecture. He's world-wide known as a peace figure. He's won the Nobel Peace prize. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Desmond_Tutu
What is your name ? Mine is William !
You must realize that the greater your understanding and your practice grows, the 3 obstacles and four devils will appear without fail, and it is by overcoming them that you will attain enlightenment.
One very important thing too is to cultivate gratitude towards the practice ; gratitude to be alive and to have met the Gohonzon and not complaining at all (if you do it, it's like you destroy your own castle within you). So be patient and perseverant even if you feel in the worst despair. Nam Myoho Renge Kyo is your life so if you keep on chanting the winter will turn into spring with the time !