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had been to my Son's school for his open house day ..he has faired extremly bad & poor and there is nohim scope he would be promoted to the next class if he dosnt fair 75% marks in all subject in his this month semister.
Came back dejected bt the buddhahood in me hasnt allowed me to accept defeat. Determined to Win over this situation .Inside my life the mother & the SGI WD are at war. The Mother in me wnts to accpt hs failure & feel helpless bt the SGIWD in me refuses to look at a son bt 1st as Sensei sucesor , my sucesor.
I am a blck chief , practising since 2yrs now. Single parent, chant fr 1hr 30 min everyday , read gosho, meet on an averge 2-3 members a week . I am in a crucial stage of life pertaining my son...trying to understand what more do i need to do ? where is my practising running short?