I just took a drastic leap of faith and had a director come out from Los Angeles to Japan to film my first music video and I didn't really have the money to do it, but I just went with the "somehow the money will come from somewhere."
And the day before he took off from Los Angeles a car crashed into my motorcycle, which now means I have to fix my motorcycle (until my insurance reimburses me) but I don't even have the money to fix my bike now after making the video (which is still being made).
Then my work tells me I need to buy a return flight ticket home (which they will eventually reimburse me for) by the 18th of next month (or I won't qualify to get a ticket home), but I don't get paid until the 22nd, so I don't have money for the ticket.
And I don't really want to leave Japan, but I need to find another job before July 24th so I will have enough money to stay in japan.
But I don't really want a job (which is why I've been throwing all my money and time into my new CD and my new music video (totally taking a leap of faith that is scary, because I'm really out on a ledge now).
I'm going to chant like hell from now until June 18th and I'm looking for a record label to sign me or to get a book deal for my novel or one of my other books.
Time to break though. I look forward to reporting an amazing victory soon!!