Glad to see you here - at the moment I am doing some serious Human Revolution and ploughing through it but am happy as a Pig in Shit....it's pretty tough at the moment - but my spirits are extremely high considering the situation...how are you both? The secret is chantig as much daimoku, and as focused as possible when one is able so when the shit hits the fan you are still smilling and happy. If Nichiren was happy on Sado I can be too in my present situation. When I first came to America and saw all the homeless people that was my biggest fear that it would happen to me. And guess what, at the moment I am living in my Volvo station wagon which is plenty big enough and have a job 1 day a week, but I'm very very joyful and know that I will turn this whole situation around. It has shown me that there is nothing to fear when we are practicintg Nichiren's Buddhism and are connected to Sensei in heart. I don't want anyone worrying about me as I am well and happy and know that change will come. Let me know how you are doing!
Love you and keep it up!