As 2009 summer is about to end, I reflect back. I say this because just over a year ago my life was different. I felt that the life I was leading was killing me with depression and no end in site for getting out. I'm not perfect nor do I try to be. I may not have a full time job that is in the field I like or live in a place that I really wanted. But one thing I know is that I have my beautiful kids who are healthy, the love of my family, a part time job and school.
I can't believe that I was right in moving back home to where I am comfortable and know my kids would love. We move out of our homes as young adults to become mature adults and become parents. Some of us move out of the city we knew our entire lives. Feeling trapped and forced against your will can really hurt you inside. I am glad that I am not going through that anymore. I now feel alive and happy. I seem to be either extremely busy or on occasion not busy at all. I chant nearly everyday but still looking for a central meeting place. My time is hard to spread due to new limitations. I'm working on this. Peace , Love , and Happiness